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lThe aquarian energies, stimulating new activity in the hearth, third eye, and crown centers, are bringing a new sense of the potentials of love. On an immediate personal level it means that deep inside you have a feeling for what is possible in a relationship. You may have had moments where your vision of potential was clear and you glimpsed just what relationship could be. Or, as is more often the case, it’s not something you see so clearly and can put into words, but rather an undefined sense of something more, a longing, or an aspiration. This kind of relationship calls to you. It is like a beacon pulling you upward. This aspiration has certainly been alive in both of us, as far back as we can remember. Both of us having had an ideal of what we wanted in a relationship. It was not an ideal based on what we saw around us, it came from somewhere else. In a way, it felt like a dream. Our ideal wasn’t about marriage, at least not in the traditional sense. It was more about an adventure, a journey into something special, and an almost-mythical mystical meeting of magic beings. It wasn’t that we fit each other perfectly, but what we had was a spirit.

When we first met there was a sense of profound recognition- a soul recognition. We both knew each other. Not only was it a sense of recognition but a sense of connection as if there was a fundamental linking in our beings. It felt as if on some inner dimension of life we had planned this. We see this so often for Indigos: an awareness of high forces at work that are bringing you together-and bringing you together not only for your own love and well-being, but also for a spiritual purpose that is much greater than you. Of course that purpose is your own growth, but it is also for something much more than just the two of you, as if together you create something larger-your contribution to the evolution of the whole.

One of the ways that Indigos in relationships walk the path together is through your high sensitivity. You can immediately feel when something is not right. You may not always be sure what it is but its as if you can feel the emotions and the energy of the other person, and you know when something is out of balance. The result is that you’re constantly mirroring each other. Mirroring means a mirror is being held up to you so that you can see yourself. The immense value of this is that somebody really sees you, he or she sees your personality and your soul. He or she sees your wounds, your truth, and your magic even while seeing your patterns. For the first time in your life youre not behind a mask.

The journey of a spiritual relationship is a path; you are walking a path of inner development together. One of the fundamentals of the path is that each of us is alone. That is because it is my unfoldment-my essence that unfolds, no one can do it for me. Thats one of the things that make Indigo relationships so special: Indigos carry an innate sense-an ideal-that each person has such immense potential, and you really want the other to reach that potential. Theres a place of empowered freedom in you that wants the same empowered freedom for the other. Indigos want to be free, above all. One part of you an not be boxed or controlled, even for love. This leads a unique challenge in Indigo relationships: you want to be free and at the same time you want to be together. In this environment of empowerment and honesty love grows. Out of freedom comes closeness and intimacy.

In a spiritual relationship you don’t let negatives go on for very long; things come up and you deal with them. You do not settle for less than the best in relating. You cant hide behind your walls, you have to come out and face yourself. You have to reveal and be seen.

Communication in spiritual partnership is invaluable. You look at things together vererbally explore together. You learn to put into words things that are not always easy to say. When you put difficult things to words its as if a huge weight comes off your chest.